( work is both a symptom of forgetting and a way to keep her sanity while stuck here. if she didn't have that structure, that frame for her day, there'd be nothing but alcohol and sex to shut out the worst thoughts from her mind.
she needs to work. she doesn't know who she is without it. doesn't want to know who she is without it.
but rip, Izo. she gets that, though. )
Said I were only here to save Marc 'n' Ainsworth. Rest of you could burn for all I care.
( nowadays... she doesn't know how true that is. could she kill Izo if it meant saving her brother and best friend? Caster? Rei? Rider? Thanatos or any of the myriad other people she's grown to enjoy the company of? )
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she needs to work. she doesn't know who she is without it. doesn't want to know who she is without it.
but rip, Izo. she gets that, though. )
Said I were only here to save Marc 'n' Ainsworth. Rest of you could burn for all I care.
( nowadays... she doesn't know how true that is. could she kill Izo if it meant saving her brother and best friend? Caster? Rei? Rider? Thanatos or any of the myriad other people she's grown to enjoy the company of? )